Will we ever talk again? I hope so.?

So this guy has never bothered to meet his child?? That is tragic. I think you need to think about your baby and his future, having a father like that will not benefit him at all. My dad was terrible, and I would rather not had him at all, then to feel the pain he put me through, coming and going when he felt like it. Focus on being a Mother, stop thinking about relationships and boys. How many kids do you have? Do you have anyone helping you?