Very very VERY LONG QUESTION but I would be enormously grateful for any help!?

what an incredible story involving both the separation of culture and of place. You poor things - to go through this very real relationship - no need for quotation marks here, with all the usual problems ociated with your youth, such as insecurity and jealousy without the upside of fun, relaxation and shared friends and experiences. My question to you is this, in reality, what are the possibilities of you ever meeting in person? If this is not possible in the short term, how can you carry on with the difficulties caused by your separation , without the fun times to offset this? It could be time to move on.